Can I Get an "AMEN!" From the People?

These words

These feelings

They’re all real

Right?

Your words

Your feelings

They’re all there

Right?

This love

This thing?

This is love,

Right?

You won’t hurt me

Or lie to me

Or crush my heart

Right?

I guess we’ll never know.

Tangled Up In Me

I love everything you like about yourself. And everything you hate, I love more.

Lions Go RAWR

You know,

It makes me ecstatic

To know that I have

Someone who knows

When I am sad

When I upset

When I am anything

Other than happy

And someone who makes me fess up

To anything and everything

Someone who surprisingly, actually

Does something about it

And someone whom I can sit with

In complete and utter silence

Where I don’t need to say

Those three words

To cover up the unbearable quietness

And someone who knows

Just the right combination

Of words to make my heart melt

To make me wish that he was the one

Who was my first everything

To make me wish to be

The very best version of me

To make me fall even more in love

With this person,

This perfect angel

And someone who has the ability

To send my brain to places untouched

To send my body straight into places ignored

To send my heart soaring up in the heavens

And someone that causes me

To

                Write

                                All

                                                This

                                                                Corny

                                                                                Shit.

Happy

Tonight,

Today

It’s all the same

Right?

All that matters

All that has mattered

For the past week

Is that I am with you

And you love me

We love each other

The only thing

Keeping me sane

Is knowing

That despite everything

I have someone

Who actually knows

When I’m

Really, truly

Happy.

Saviour

Sadness wells in bright green eyes

A girl gazes up, her love is there

Arms wrapped tightly around her

Strong arms

Protective arms

He is there, forever

In her heart she knows

His love in constant, unconditional

At least, she hopes?

Is he a light from the heavens,

Or a devil deep inside?

Heartbroken, she went to him

Trusted in him

Put all her love in him

Though her insides scream bloody murder

Order her to flee him

To flee love, never to return

To protect her,

Her sanity

But still,

If love can save her,

Can love save him?

All That Remains

My love is intense,

Burning passion

A campfire on a windy night

For a while it wavers,

Unsure of what to do

It continues to burn strong,

But with doubts

Doubts of whether or not gusts of wind

Will deter such deep flames

Still the flames burn

Everything in their past,

Charring old memories

Of lost love of the then

Looking onward to a bright new future

But a strong blast of air comes along

Putting out the flames

Leaving desolate lands

Where passion once resided

A flame too quickly extinguished

A wasteland of dulled passion is all that remains

H-E-L-P!

Arms wrap around feminine waist

Holding

Gripping

Lips press against silky hair

Whispering

Hissing

Hands are placed upon more hands

Stroking

Escaping

Arms tighten around her waist

A loving embrace

A vice-like grip

Lips move down her neck

Soothing

Searching

Her hands grab male arms

Trying desperately

To escape this hell.

100%

A boy

A girl

That's how it all starts out, right?

A thought

An action

Plans are then set into motion

Emotions run high

Drama commences

They're over their heads, truly

Loving hate

Hating love

But still they continue

                                    And really,

                                                                     They are 

                                                                                                    Fucked.

Sometimes I Love You

Sometimes

I think

About my life

About my family

About my friends

About my love

And when I think

I wonder

About life

About love

About friends

About you

About me

About us

And when I wonder

I wish

To be near you

To be beside you

To be touching you

To be with you

Forever and always

And when I wish

I cry

I cry for me

I cry for you

I cry for us

Because I want to be near you

Because I want to be yours forever and a day

And when I cry

I know

That I am yours

And that you are mine

That we love each other unconditionally

That nothing

No one

No distance

Nothing can come between us

And the bond we share

This unfathomable connection we have

Is love

Panda, My Love My Life

I met you

Instantly infatuated

Your voice

Your face

Essence of seduction

I spoke with you

Constant laughter

Smiles all around

Your gorgeous smile

Your amazing laugh

Your charm hooked me in

I fell for you,

Hard

Hopelessly and definitely

Head over heels

In love with you

You, whom I've only just known

For four remarkable and incredible days

I spent days with you

Days of tears

Days of worry

Days of comfort

Days of laughter

Days of bittersweet silence

Days of lust

But most importantly

Days of love

Sweet, pure

Passionate love,

Love at first sight

Faerie-tale love

Love only Walt Disney has known

Love only story books tell

Love that I've never believed in before

Love that I've only ever felt with one

One single person

And that person

Is you.

Miniscule Hiatus

Things have taken a turn for the worse,

So I'm afraid, dearies

I must take a short break from writing

This is a sad fact for me

As I love writing too much to quit

So I will write, but I cannot post as often for a short while,

At least until 2011. I'm sure anyone who reads this will be fine.

Beautiful

I don't love you.

                                That's a lie;

But it's not.

                                I can't love you.

                                But I do;

So much Love.

I'm lying again.

                                No, stop that;

I'm being truthful.

I want to kill you;

                                Watch your sweet crimson,

                                Spill from your veins.

I'm just kidding,

                                Why would I want that?

I love you.

And you love me

                                But I don't love you.

                                                                I never have.

I just love watching you,

                                Your bloody corpse.

                                                                You've never been so

            Beautiful.

Fails R Us

I apologize
for being such a failure;
I should know better than to try
my absolute hardest.

Choices, Choices..

His voice calls to me
Makes me melt
Makes me wish that
Just maybe
He could be here once more


I love him
But I can't do this
At least-
I do not believe I can?


Because
There is another
Who only temporarily
Steals my heart
But could he be mine?


Is it possible that
Maybe, just maybe
He can occupy me,
Or is infatuation my master?


Sex
Or intellect?
Romance
Physical attraction?


Who will it be?

The First Chapter of a Story I Kind of Left Hanging....

Indistinguishable.

Bang! Thud, thud...thud, thud...thud.

I closed my eyes tight, trying to feign sleep. I hoped to God it looked like I was sleeping.

Knock, knock.

No, please...go away, I thought. Just leave Christina alone tonight, she hasn't done anything.

The door creaked open and I heard him stumble as he staggered toward Christina's bed.

"Babygirl...are you awake?" He asked as he shook her shoulder gently.

Leave her alone, please, just leave her be. See, she's sleeping already. Can't you see that? Just leave her alone.

He shook her a bit harder, "Babygirl, wake up now. Daddy needs you." He reeked of cheap liquor; I could smell it from here.

Stay asleep, please Chris...stay asleep.

Chris's eyes fluttered open, and she smiled faintly at our father, then she realized who it was.

He smiled softly at her, and that made me think that he wouldn't touch her tonight. Maybe tonight he had a conscience.

I was wrong.

"Babygirl...daddy needs you to do him a favor. Now, you know daddy loves you...well, he just wants to show you how much he loves you."

He reached for her shirt and she cowered away from his touch. He frowned at her, ripped her shirt from her body and slapped her. She whimpered as he began kissing her roughly on the mouth. Christina tried to push him off, but he was stronger, and grabbed her wrists as he bit her breasts. He tore off her underwear and thrusted inside her. She cried out in response, desperately trying to escape from him. She looked at me for help, pleaded me with her eyes to save her from the monster on top of her.

All I did was watch her suffer.

Watch as our father raped his 14 year old daughter right in front of her twin sister.

He's always been like this, since the accident I mean. The accident that took his wife from him. I guess he just wants to feel loved again.

Fucking sick bastard.

Father finishes, and quickly staggers out of our room, just barely wasting time to turn back and whisper, "I love you, babygirl. Sleep tight."

He deserves to go to hell for what he just did.