Post Midnight Writings of a Hopelessly Romantic Insomniac

I need you to understand something. This is for you. I know you’ll never understand why or how, but you don’t need to.

I need you to understand that I love you. And it’s an all-consuming love. A longing love. A love so intense and amazing that even Romeo and Juliet would never understand.
I need you to understand that I need you. I need you like Aladdin needed Jasmine, like a crippled man needs his cane. I need you like a fish needs water.
I need you to understand that I want you. I want you more than an addict wants their fix, I want you more than you will ever realize and that kills me.
I need you to understand that, like you, I am alone. Never to find the one person I am destined to be with.
I need you to understand, that I am me. And you are you. And no matter how much I want you to understand, I know that you won’t.

Unrequited Love Keeps All Close Inside

You were stuck in pictures, while time passed me by in film. Time goes by, and yet, we're stuck here. You, and I. In different worlds, never to meet, but always to be left alone.

No One Loves You Like I Do

There comes a time when I must say how I feel.
There comes a time when I need to stop watching you run around like a child at a carnival on the pier, getting pushed about and stepped on. 
There comes a time when you will get sick of it, and never want to return to that pier. The one where we first met.
There comes a time when I will realise you're never going to come back to that pier, though I've waited here for you since that day.
There comes a time when you will give up all hope of things going well for you.


That's the time when I will be here for you, and tell you something we've both known since we met on that pier so very long ago.


There's a time where we will love. When the world ends.

State of Emotional Delirium

Did I understand correctly? Is it that you once wanted me as I wanted you? Or is it that my foolish heart fluttered to life far too quickly to comprehend the events occurring right before my eyes? Either way, you awakened something in me. Something that hasn’t been awake since...Him. And now it’s gone. A storm that came in, destroyed everything in its wake, and departed twice as quickly.

And I still love you.

Chest To Chest, How Close I Want To Be To You

Who are you? Because I know who I am. But I don’t think you know who I am. I am me. I am just another being who breathes the air you choose to share with me, who walks on the very ground that you yourself have once walked on, who believes that things can work out even when you tell me they can’t. Most importantly, I am a being who doesn’t need drugs as their medicine, just a simple fix.

And that fix is you.

You Say That Love Is Blind, So Why Didn't You Miss?

There's something there that wasn't there before. I think you feel it too. It's warm, and smooth, and tastes like iron.


It's the tears of the heart that you stabbed so many times in the past.

I Should Tell You...

I'm ashamed for what I said to you. I'm ashamed that I had to say it. Did I even need to say it? You tried to ruin my life, you tried to ruin me. So I ruined you. And boy, do I hope it ruined you as much as you ruined me.

I Want You Here. With Me. Forever.

Words, you're leaving me. Please stay. I need you. I need you to help me. I know you're there, but why can't I reach you? I need to say what I mean, because I don't know if I mean what I say. I need to know what I say, because I don't know if I say what I know.


All I know is, I need you.