Personal Update - Poem Form (I Know It Doesn't Matter, Hush.)

I've been dealing with a bit of a crisis
And, I wanted to tell you
You're the last one I want to see
The last voice I want to hear
Before I'm lost to myself forever
For you are my past, my present, and my future
Though you are not aware,
I still love you
And I can't help but hurt each time I realise..
You're not mine
Not any longer


I want you, only you
And, I wanted to tell you
Your future is the one I want
Entwined with mine
I crave your love and attention
Your approval and desire
I want you,
Your warm embrace
Your sweet kiss
And I realise
You are the most intangible thing
To me.


Baby, please kill me.

No Heart, Just Skin

Waking up in my room,

Your face is the first thing I see,

Your voice is the first thing I hear,

My heart is the first thing that breaks;

And all I can think is

Why?

Why did I waste my time?

More importantly,

Why did YOU waste my time?

Why did you lie to me,

And tell me you still wanted me,

When I could see,

I was slowly losing you?



Someone once told me,

That they loved me

So incredibly much,

That they would do anything

Just to get to me,

But since then,

That very same person

Has pushed me away,

And inevitably,

Never once

Looked back

As they



Left.

Ice Is My Destiny

Ice wind

Slithers frigid air along her skin

Frost air

Nips and bites at her ankles,

Prodding her

She must get out,

She hurries,

Stops

She shivers,

Stumbles,

Falls

Down,

Deeper

Into a spiraling abyss

Until finally

She’s lost

Gone forever

Never to return

To her once warm and accepting

Heaven

Please, Don't Leave

There is no future

There is no past

Only you

Only me

Only this

Here

There

There’s only us

Only this

Only love

So take me,

Hold me close

And stay in the now

Stay here

With me

Forget the past,

Forget the world

Forget everything

But me

But this