Personal Update - Poem Form (I Know It Doesn't Matter, Hush.)

I've been dealing with a bit of a crisis
And, I wanted to tell you
You're the last one I want to see
The last voice I want to hear
Before I'm lost to myself forever
For you are my past, my present, and my future
Though you are not aware,
I still love you
And I can't help but hurt each time I realise..
You're not mine
Not any longer


I want you, only you
And, I wanted to tell you
Your future is the one I want
Entwined with mine
I crave your love and attention
Your approval and desire
I want you,
Your warm embrace
Your sweet kiss
And I realise
You are the most intangible thing
To me.


Baby, please kill me.




And now for some not-poem things.
Finals are coming, some grades are slipping. So I will not write as often (I know, such a change!)
The most I can manage right now is posting some stuff I have on file, if I can find it. (So organised...)
1:32AM...no sleep for the past two days...slowly, ever slowly, dying...
This is the part where I pass out.