I'm Haunted By The Kiss You Should Have Never Given Me

The day you realised you didn't love me anymore, was the day I realised it was never love to begin with.


We can all play pretend sometimes.

A Change Of Pace

This post will be different from others, and yet...it will be exactly the same.


To Those of You That Read This:


My thoughts have become scattered lately
I cannot focus and
I cannot think,
And yet, my mind is so incredibly active
I yearn for something more
More than this, 
Than these people with their constant emotions
That constantly change
However, aren't my emotions constantly changing as well?
I think I want something
But the next I don't
I want to connect with someone
Not on a physical level, but on a mental one
I'm intrigued by human interaction.
I want more of it, like an insatiable thirst
But once I get it, I don't want it anymore
People have far too many emotions for me. 
They're far too troublesome and I don't want to get involved.


I want to do something, anything
But I feel helpless
Like I'm stuck in this rut, 
And no one can get me out
I want to get out
But I don't know the way
I thought I got out
But I only traveled in circles
And I'm back where I started
I'm tired of this, I want a change
I need to change
Something
Anything
Everything
I don't know what to do
I'm getting disconnected
I need to stay,
I need to do something
But what?




I need you.

Neko, Neko, Nya?

You had my heart
You kept it close
I hesitated,
You tore it apart
I felt the sting
You laughed at me
I was betrayed
And then set free
Now I only have
One thing to ask
And that, my dear,
Is "Why are you back?"

The Death of Beauty

Alone
In this room
I see...rivers
Rain
Endless rubies of sweet crimson
Are they mine?
I see...people
Endless people
Cold people
Lonely people
I feel...cold
Is it cold?
Everything is slowly turning to ice.
This room
These people
I fear they will be


The death of me.

Calling All Cars

I've become another victim
And I admit, it's my fault


But that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.




Thank you for killing me.

Why Would I Deserve Love?

I'm not even worth it.
Somehow, I think, you knew that
All along.

Suck It.

And even though I've moved on,
Found someone who treats me right
(Better than you)
Keeps things simple
Answers my questions
Would never ignore me
And doesn't crush my heart


I can't help but miss your insanity.

Stop, Don't Touch Me There

Isn't it funny,
How one small drop of water
A tear, even
Can drown us?
And bring us spiraling down,
Into the watery abyss.

Lord Orbelisk

In all honesty, I don't mind the silence. As long as it's with you.


Because as long as I'm with you, everything's perfect.

Everything I Ever Wanted

I once had a dream
You were there
And so were you
And I was there
And so were we
And he was there
But she was not


I mean,
She was there
But yet,
Not
It was her dream
And mine
But not his
But he was in it?


This dream,
It had no one in it
And yet everyone was there
Everyone that mattered
Everyone she wanted
She had him there
For she cannot be without him


And yet, he is without her
And she is dying inside
While he goes about his life
Same as always
And she will never
Ever
Be the same.