My Rawr

My close friend, my best friend,
Once a lover, once a joy filler
Now a stranger, now a pain giver

Why?
Why are you back again?
Why did you leave?
Why are you here again?
Why me?
Why are you trying?
Why did you move only to come back after so long?
Why must you lie?
Why must you hurt me?
Why must I hurt you?
Why must we be in pain?
Why must this be so difficult?

Why does this seem so wrong?

Why does it feel so right?

I ask myself so many whys,
But for some reason, one stands out,

Now you are back, what should I feel?...