Used, that's what I am.
That's what I'll always be.
A toy to use and throw away when you're done.
I want to go crazy,
I want to destroy myself.
I want to make sure
I never leave my heart for anyone else to take.
It can't take it.
I can't take it.
I will be doing drugs this summer.
Coke, crack, smack, anything
To get me high and
I'll keep doing them
So I never have to be dropped down low again.
Yes, I'll be stupid.
Yes, I'll be ruined.
That's just what I want right now.
I want to get angry,
I want to get crazy.
I want to get out of my own head.
I want to get out.
I want to get away.
Away from him,
Away from myself
And this life I have.
I want to do something stupid again.
I want to feel alive again.
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